man, so good. how can you top that? why didn't i go for it, i wonder. i could've had it all. that's right. all of it. 100% frute juice, no doubt. perhaps the lactose content is also superb, as is the rest of the creation. No doubt, you just simply can't top it. No tup, mind you, but top. SO GOOD? I can't get over how good it is. No joke. It is the best. Top of the line. Grade A meat. A+ work. You can't beat that, no way sir. Man!!!! Why oh why? I'm so pumped up now. I need to go out in the world with the mastah and make it happen. Go find it, and mold it into a statue of beauty unknown to no man ecept myself. How can you beat that, i ask? WOW. Please, tell me how. Because I simply can't top that. No way, no how. You heard me. It is so good. It is so entirely good. It is the epitome of goodness. Please, it is so good! That's right. You can't top it. Don't even try. It is insanely good. WOW. GOOOD. It's so true though....Do you know how sometimes your heart nearly stops? As if you just witnessed supernatural intervention, and you came out alive. That's what happened today. Maybe no one else can see it, but i surely can. As if a wondrous butterfly wonders into my filthy cave, it came in for a brief moment before leaving my view again. Sure, I could have tried to work it. But no, the charm is gone. The charisma? But a memory. A rememory to great to rewatch again and again, as I have already seen too many times. Yet I stood there, gaping at the scene. As if two lights floated into being, illuminating the dark world. No words can accurately describe my feelings...it was simply: so good. And then? They moved on. I thought perhaps the light would recognize me, i mean, i've can't remember a time when i haven't yearned for it. It knows. And yet it moved on, moved on quicker than the vision intersected with my existance. I feared to look back. What would they think that could mean? I shudder at the thought. But then my mind begins to question. Internal questions, about the circumstances surrounding the amazing miracle of chance and beauty and unquenchable thirst. I really wanted to play pool that day. I MEAN, REALLY. The cue ball was set, the triangle in place, but where are the cue sticks? I couldn't find mine. I'm sure the it was there in the divine part of the world, but i didn't see it. It's ok though. I had better things to think about. First...why? Why was it here? I mean, it usually spends it's time in the seminole area, near the beat of Hsieh's drum. Yet now...it came here. GOOD TIDINGS? I DON'T KNOW. This is totally wracking my brain. I can't understand how or why it would suddenly come here. Wait. Could it be? NO. Not that kid. I can't stand him. He's not mean, nor rude. Yet, we all know what he did. he stole the light. Kept it for his own. IN his own bottle!!!! I had it in my palm, awaiting a perfect place. but no. He scooped it out with greedy hands, placing it in his makeshift bottle mimicking a lantern. I cannot stress what stress this has caused me. whoot. I thought for it sure it was the time for me. AFter the first mistake, this needed to return me to my prime, to my youth, to my style, to my previous escapades. Yet this had to happen. It happened so fast and yet I remember it all. LIke Sethe, my brain will not stop digesting more and more tragedy. It was hungry for a new one, and it gobbled my quest for the light up so quickly I almost lost all hope for the future. Yet here it remains, in the present now. The light, back for good, or just for a visit? Is the Hos(fra)er still con la luz? Ughhh. I can't take it much longer. I really can't. Nope. Can't do it. Can't wait. Must found out. Now. Not later. Now. Not tomorrow. Today. Not soon, not maybe, not sometime, not yesterday, not four years ago, not in the future, but NOW. I need to know man. I need to know. It is so good, and I need to know. Please, help me know. I need to know. I need it now, more than ever--? what? No. Be quiet. Sure. IN any case, it is so good, i need to play pool. Pool is amazing. Absolutely amazing. Best game I've ever played. Wow wow wow wow. You can't top it man! You can't beat that!/ 10!!!! No more than that. Must be like 19. SO good. Tan bueno. I'm wasting time now. that's right. NO MORE waiting for you. The light is here now. NOw if only i can catch it. Put it in my own makeshift bottle. My lantern. It is shear torture. Yet i bear it for the light. the heat , the "hot thing", as morrison would say. Here i go. Wish me no luck, for only the light can give me fortune.